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Artist // Hobbyist // Digital Art
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My Bio
Current Residence:TN
deviantWEAR sizing preference: fatty fat?
Favourite genre of music: metal
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: Dark, Abstract, vector, 3d
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: htc inspire phone
Shell of choice: Coagulated
Wallpaper of choice: whatever I decide I'm in the mood for
Favourite cartoon character: Naruto, Sasuke, Itachi, Miroku
Personal Quote: "not everything is possible, but imagination makes you feel like anything is"

Favourite Visual Artist
messa, others too :)
Favourite Movies
THE MATRIX, the departed, akira, *drawing a blank *
Favourite TV Shows
LOST, attack of the show, fringe, bones, supernatural, house, sons of anarchy, justified
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Mudvayne, korn, linkin park, mgk
Favourite Books
supernatural type
Favourite Writers
whoever i feel a connection with.
Favourite Games
skyrim, mw3, Counter-Strike:source, halo: reach, final fantasy series
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC,PS3, Xbox 360
Tools of the Trade
Photoshop cs4
Other Interests
Anything to do w/ games, music, or art

It's crazy

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So for some reason at 6am on this sunday, I decided to reset my login for this site. I haven't even thought of this site. I'm nostalgic for it though. Reading through my old journal post. Sites like twitter took over for me. In terms of sharing my thoughts. Even if no one else reads or responds to them. Which they don't. I got away from my toxic family almost 10 years ago. Doesn't feel that long. I've been more suicidal in recent years. life hasn't gotten better to the point I feel I need to Stay around for. Lot has changed but not as many impactful events. Looking at this site and all the people I followed or followed me and how nonexistent they are in terms of activity on the site is sad. Not sure if only young people use deviant only and that's why. Broke up with my only gf. Way too much to go into for that. Thought semi recently I found a great friend and that ended without any explanation. Fell in love with someone. She doesn't know. Lol I know it wouldn't matter to
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Idk, alive I suppose.
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haven't been on DA in forever, love art still obviously :). got discouraged on doing anything though.  felt like no matter how much people said they liked something.  barely did i get comments, faves or anything that would show that i was making things people also would like.   as for others works that i got discouraged from, their work is good or decent.  but felt that it was not as deserving of the praise they were getting.  jealous, probably.  but also felt justified in that feeling. been watching a lot of "best ink"  and seeing some crazy tats and art kinda made me realize how much i miss messing around in photoshop. hope i still am i
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this reminds me of you.
arent you on facebook?
not really, i had something but it was just as useless as my former myspace.

lol thanks, still an all time fave song of mine. i'm not a huge zeppelin fan, but a few of there stuff is good. but their music is made more for people that like to lounge when listening to music. helps with art imo though lol.

such a long song hahaha. i'm still surprised i like it since it repeats after so long.
Thanks for the credit! The banner looks good!
np, can't wait for the new series/season to start.
Thanks for adding me to your Deviant Watch:w00t:
not a problem, i love dark manips; i haven't done anything in so long and your stuff is amazing.

lol i got confused with someone else i fav'd ..cause yours and their avatar is the same.

great stuff can't wait to see more and more.